its over

its over,
i never thought i would do tis stupid thing over again..
ting i really agree with u, love never end without love..
seems like im too 'tian chen' le la..~
again, i done so much and put so much afford on this someone..
yet it ends up hurting again..
weel..its alright that i get hurt.
as long as tat someone feel tat shes happy thats fine with me.
fine now..i wont be wasting on your time anymore...
and i leave u alone with your live and love over there..
forget me...worthless to remember a worthless guy like me..
just promise me you'll live happy a stay well over there..
and i will be happy over here to knew yur doing great over there..
somehow i feel quite piss off...
im the one tat have wad in my mind that we're 2 worlds apart..
wont be bothering u in your life..
and i will have my life here..
but it seems to turn out tat time passed..
the feeling that i have towards u had pass all my expectation..
generally i really dun wan to have this kind of feeling with u...
but...your the onli one tat can make me smile..make me sad as well..
i dunoe this is called fate or wad...
but when im sad, i could heard my phone rang..
an msg from u..
and tat msg make me stand again after falling..
y??
Y???
is tis love? or is tis wad?
fated? or im just too 'tian chen'?
im tired of everything..
everything that i realy put afford on..
finally it just melt like an ice cube that fall our from our fridge..
sianz..
sad as well..
wad to do..
its life and fate..
cant do anything about it..
lifes sux..

16 feb 2008

anyone can tell me y i so long onli blog once?
- -"
send a ringg as a gift to my bb for valentine on 12th feb..
can imagine 13feb arrive d @@
bb so happy afer received it ^^
that not all oo...
another gift going for her these few days..
c when my sg jie bring for her ^_^
hope she like it..
today afternoon went to gurney with my mom and aunt for hi-tea..
ate so much ice-cream @_@
fatt d la..
then dun have time to go back home to change cloth..
cos jeff arrive d..
==
he say i wear like along= =
then just went for a movie with him and few of his classmate..
one of them is my college mate @_@
girl..-.-
but y i haven saw her b4 ar? ==
watched "jumper"
nice movie ^^
how i wish i got that ability haha
then after tat mag jie come d...
finally got to meet her yay^^
pretty lady hahax..
went to gurney drive after that to have some food..
ate smt special there haha.
after that jeff bring me back to my home to pack my thing then take my bb present for mag jie ^^
nth do after that...send mag jie back to her hotel hahax..
then went to BM with jeff to meet with ex school mate...
went go old own to have some coffee b4 going back home ^^
then walaa~
im here siting in front of my pc..fa-daing..lmao
nth to say le..nites ^^

my heart~!

wad am i thinking?
anyone can tell me?
i dun even bother her when she talking to me..
and i act so cool sia...........
but now...her turn to turn around...
seems like nth...but my heart...damm pain sia..
can i live without her or cant i not?
sufferinggggggg~~!!
valentine is on the day...
bought a pair of ring...
wish to send it to her...
but she totally ignored me..
hais...wad to do..
its my fault ...
who can i blame..
even we are apart...but my heart will always be there for u..
luv u <33