But things surely change a lot back den when im not around blogging.
Alot of unlucky things, irritating person, friends, social life, teenagers life, work place happens on me since den.
Im lucky that im still here now despite so many things happens.
Even when things turns out to be extreamly wrong for me, there are still friends that came to be to support me to stand up again no matter how hard i fell.
Life arent not even as nice as you will think it is.
Since after i start working, i can see that this is rather a cruel world for us to live in.
Its not as simple as i think i is, things are more complicated den it might be seen.
Even till now, im still struggling.
But things seem to change now as i realize theres someone that i still cherish most.
Its been 7 years since we parted. But until now, i just realize thats shes the one that im searching for all these years. I know that she is not perfect from the other way round. Things do change alot since i last saw her and that was back den for almost 5years ago ?
Since that day that i dreamed about her, her looks, her attitude, her lovely smile, her innocent and charming looks, everything just recall back. And thats the time that i wanted to find her back. I've already lost contact of her, but thanks to our popular social site FACEBOOK, i manage to browse thru her profile and finally. At first she can seem to recognize me as i've change alot from my looks and appearance since she last saw me, as a nerdy innocent kid to a smart looking guy?LOL!
Lucky me she manage to recognize me in the end after i tried to send her a message thru FACEBOOK. ;)
Well, i manage to get in touch with her for the first few weeks until things start turning out wrong. Not from me and her but the people that i trusted most.
You gave me hope when im down. But u just take it all away without even noticing it.
Please try to think about others people feelings about it. You dun realize it, but others do.
You're completely BLINDED by your so called, LOVE.
Well, just do things you wan and we wont even bother, since you wont hear from us. Dont bother to suicide urself one day as we wont be bothering either.
I wont just ran away anymore from this cruel reality. It hurts staying like this but i rather not hurt my own < > for it ;)
