I knew, 1 day i might be hurt. But i still wont stop trying.
I knew, that if you loved someone so much, u would want her to be happy even she decided not to be with you.
I knew, that this flower would not bloom, but i will still keep taking care of it and i hope that 1 day miracle would happen.
I knew, i wont dare to express my feeling. Scaring that you might wont talk to me anymore. Scaring that you might dont want to go out with me anymore. Scaring that you might wont see me anymore.
Im scared, really scared. Scared of losing you that i wouldnt even know that this we do together is really a normal friendship or is it you loving me back as what im loving you now.
Beside all those love i have before that compared to the love that im trying to give, i can assure that this is the one i putting a lot af afford at.
Im even surprise myself that im really doing all this kind of things .
But one thing for sure that i know that i really love you. This i cannot deny it.
-EMO-
